It’s been a LONG time since i posted. And things got ugly. REALLY ugly. How come no one told me reality was so friggen ugly? Anyway…I alluded to big changes before I dropped off the face of the earth…but i’m back…and I’m a woman on a mission.
I’m having gastric bypass.
No…seriously. I am.
I took myself off of my husband’s insurance policy and bought my own private insurance so that I can have bariatric surgery. I’ve met with my GP and gotten approval to start the program. I saw my OB and had Mirena inserted so I don’t accidentally get pregnant and stall my journey. I’ve found a mentor who is motivating me…she had gastric bypass 3 years ago and is an amazing friend and resource. I’ve attended 2 WLS information sessions and even had my sleep study.
Unfortunately….
I have severe sleep apnea and have to pick up my CPAP machine on 10/7. I guess I just assumed that being a SAHM of 3 active kids was the reason I’m flipping tired all the time. Guess not.
To be even more unfortunate…
I have to lose about 70 POUNDS to get my BMI low enough to even HAVE the surgery. This is where I lost it. I cried. In the meeting. 70lbs. SEVENTY. That seems like Mount Everest right now. Seeing 403lbs pop up on my doctor’s scale was humbling. I’ve hit rock bottom. Seriously.
So…my insurance requires a minimum of a 6mo program to qualify for surgery. There are lots of tests, classes and requirements. I hope to track my journey here. It wont be easy, fun or pretty. But it will happen. Who’s with me?